Within | Letter from Me

Dear Amma and Appa,

I don’t know how to start this letter. But trust me, this isn’t all happening in your head, I’m talking to you for real. 

I’m safe mom, I’m in the most safest place on earth. God wanted me to see this beautiful place up here so that I can take care of you’ll and so many other blessed souls out there in the world. 

There’s so much of chocolate and cake here Amma, I’m pretty sure If I was back in the world I would look like Santa already. 

But here’s a thing I need to tell you and Appa. I’m looking at both of you, every single minute. I’m the guardian angel beside you that’s helping you do everything. Your cells are me Amma, I’m within them. I came from you and Appa so I can most definitely be within you all over again. Here’s a theory I need you to believe, I’m up here for a reason, and I know you’ve always been super proud of me and you’re still continuing to be. Up here I’m helping so many people cope up with their lives. So many friends of mine pray to me everyday. There are a million questions that are not answered in this world, but the reason why I’m not physically with you today, you’ll probably know the reason someday. I want you and Appa to live happily, and keep all my things safe in my room, because I’m still using them everyday through both of you. 

You’re the most beautiful woman I’ve met Amma, both inside out, and the most strongest. And Appa, thanks for being my first superhero and always encouraging me to do the impossible. Your words are helping me out to be a man here. Guess what? I’ve grown more in height, I can literally take apples from the near by tree (ha no, not really). Coming back to being serious, I love you both to the moon and back, we’re always together no matter what. Every time you feel like I’m missing, read this. 

Touch your heart and feel me, I heard that heartbeat from within you. We can do this Amma, we can. There’s nothing that’s not possible. I’m there with you and there’s nothing you need to worry about. 

Alright, it’s time for dinner now and I need to make some pancakes, keep this letter safe, I love you and Appa so much.

With Love,

Baby 

Within | Letter From Them

Dear baby, 

It’s almost a year since you’re gone now. It feels like time has frozen. 

I don’t function like I used to anymore. 

Every cell in my body is searching for its true source of happiness, they’re searching for you in everything I see. 

Where are you now? And How are you?

There hasn’t been a second in these past 11 months where I’ve been without thinking about you. I don’t remember being so active on my social media, but now I always have some memory to share about you or with you. 

You’re the most genuine, kind hearted, talented person I’ve ever seen. 

All your friends narrate to me the amazing memories that they’ve shared with you  and I can’t help but laugh at what a naughty kid you had been sometimes. They’re the best things you’ve given me and honestly I can’t have better people around in these terrible times of mine. 

There are so many things I need to tell you, when are you planning to come back to me? Appa and I still haven’t moved any of your stuff from your room, because we know for sure that you’re going to come back to us. Your watch still beeps every one hour. Your school uniform is still there lying in your wardrobe crisply ironed. All your 12th books are neatly kept in your shelf. 

Everything is intact, and all you need to do is come back to us.

Can you do that? Wherever you are, please come back to us. 

We’re waiting for you. 

With love, 

Amma and Appa

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