Happy Birthday.
I don't really know if I should be writing this or not, but I felt the urge and need to do so.
There might be millions who are reading this, but it doesn't matter to me what others have to say about us anymore. So many things have changed between us in the past 4 years, we've been together and moved apart at the same time. I know every hardship we went through along with every time we laughed our hearts out. I remember every single detail like it was just yesterday. I know that both of us didn't expect this to end here, I still don't believe its the end, but right now I have to move away from you.
Your birthday is one of the best days in the entire year for me. I love May 4th as much as I love cake, haha. Your birthday makes me realise that no matter how old you become, you will always remain as the 16 year old kid I first saw. I hate the fact that not once I was able to spend your birthday with you, I still hope that day will come soon, but I don't really know.
There are so many things going on in my mind while typing this, theres a tiny drop of water peeping through my eyes, which I'm having under complete control. I'm feeling a little dizzy typing this but thats totally okay.
I want to tell you something. You, are an amazing person. I've said this a million times now, but you truly are. I want to be with you all through out my life, but its going to take time love, for reasons I can't explain now. Till then, don't wait for me if you find some body else, go on, don't think what I will do when I come back, I will always find a way back to you through every mess. What I am now, will soon fade away, I will become better, but I don't know if you'll be waiting for me. I've a long line of mess that I've to clear up now, so that I am able to live for a longer time. I don't know how much of this you really understand, if you don't its okay, don't squeeze your mind too much. But someday my love, when you come to know what a mess I am, hug me tight and say its okay. (I'm totally asking for too much) I've to go now, I'm sorry for doing this to you, but Happy Birthday. Happy Birthday my irreplaceable constant. Till death do us apart.
~ From the girl who never wanted to let go of you
I don't really know if I should be writing this or not, but I felt the urge and need to do so.
There might be millions who are reading this, but it doesn't matter to me what others have to say about us anymore. So many things have changed between us in the past 4 years, we've been together and moved apart at the same time. I know every hardship we went through along with every time we laughed our hearts out. I remember every single detail like it was just yesterday. I know that both of us didn't expect this to end here, I still don't believe its the end, but right now I have to move away from you.
Your birthday is one of the best days in the entire year for me. I love May 4th as much as I love cake, haha. Your birthday makes me realise that no matter how old you become, you will always remain as the 16 year old kid I first saw. I hate the fact that not once I was able to spend your birthday with you, I still hope that day will come soon, but I don't really know.
There are so many things going on in my mind while typing this, theres a tiny drop of water peeping through my eyes, which I'm having under complete control. I'm feeling a little dizzy typing this but thats totally okay.
I want to tell you something. You, are an amazing person. I've said this a million times now, but you truly are. I want to be with you all through out my life, but its going to take time love, for reasons I can't explain now. Till then, don't wait for me if you find some body else, go on, don't think what I will do when I come back, I will always find a way back to you through every mess. What I am now, will soon fade away, I will become better, but I don't know if you'll be waiting for me. I've a long line of mess that I've to clear up now, so that I am able to live for a longer time. I don't know how much of this you really understand, if you don't its okay, don't squeeze your mind too much. But someday my love, when you come to know what a mess I am, hug me tight and say its okay. (I'm totally asking for too much) I've to go now, I'm sorry for doing this to you, but Happy Birthday. Happy Birthday my irreplaceable constant. Till death do us apart.
~ From the girl who never wanted to let go of you
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