Dear Best Friend

Hey. 

How long have I known you? I can't remember the first time I spoke to you, but I do know we've come a long way. We started by not wanting to see each other's face, and look where we are. Every morning of last year I woke up thinking today is going to be a better day because I knew I would see you in school.  You were my morning sunshine, I'm not even kidding. Every night that I cried myself to sleep I told myself, tomorrow is going to be a better day because she will make you laugh. To all the times I've cried to you, to all the times I've asked you why my life was like this, to all the times I've given upon myself, you stayed. You stayed when everyone else left. You're still there. So many years and I keep doing the same mistakes, but not a single time you've gotten mad at me. Not a single time you've judged me. You've always told me other people's scenarios which were more terrible than mine, just to make me feel better. You gave me hope to live tomorrow. If not for you I would've been long gone from this world. Thanks for sharing my happiness and tears like it was yours. And now that you seem physically far away, I miss you. I miss you in every part of my day. I miss pulling your hair during chemistry class and pretending like it's my mustache. I miss the most random things we used to talk about in school. You are the only person who I can be myself with, and you would never ever find me annoying. I cannot thank god enough for giving such a messed up person like me, an amazing and understanding soulmate. Dear best friend, this is to tell you, no guy can ever treat me like the way you do. No guy can ever understand me like the way you do. And no guy can ever take the place of you. 

I love you. 

Time

There's something that we all need to know. Time. I know it's the most common word we use in a day, but most of us do not know the real meaning of time. Time never stays. Time never understands your feelings. Time is the opposite of everything you want to do. Later is always there in time, but you never know if you'll be part of it. Because later is not constant. Later is more of a maybe. A minute ago you were reading the first line, now you aren't, and that time is gone. Gone away with the wind and dust. What you need to know is how to use time, which is more like learn how to forgive people. If you learn to forgive before it becomes 'later', then you could save a life, you never know. Forgiving is an art, that we all no longer remember. To forgive, is to make peace with whatever that's troubling you. In this little time that we have which is called present, we do a lot of things. We make people happy, sad, angry, annoyed and so much more. It's nice to make people happy, but anything apart from that, is not. Everyone deserves to be happy. No body is good or bad. It's always the situation that decides who you are, and it's only for that moment. 

Now that we know so much about time, answer me, why do we go away without completing our feelings with a person? Why do we leave them abruptly and make them undergo all the struggle that they're never meant to face? Why can't we throw that ego of ours for once and go express our feelings? Let it be good or bad, it's always better to express how you feel, but in the nicest way possible. No body deserves to cry because of you. You and I will not survive the next day. We never know. You and i will never be able to tell each other what's the reason we had to leave, or that we still love each other, it'll be only with us and we'll have to carry it to our graves. 

So go, tell somebody you love them. Tell them how much they mean to you. You never know who will come with you in your journey of life, but it's always nice to have a happy ending.